I ONCE MESSED UP IN A WORLD OF CONFUSION!! [20 Apr 2004|09:50am] [ mood | amused ] [ music | A.F.I.- Silver & Cold ] I see your lost in a dream, a dream of hope, and love... but this seems to be never ending. For me, I dream the same dream, hoping everyday that as each day goes by, that a part of it goes by and comes true. These dreams that I dream are of a lost hope, or a lost love... Something of which I fear most, Questionable, my mind seems to be... Undoubtedly, I know the truth... This, I can't hold back from you... I love you so much, and this I don't lie... But I cause you so much stress, I see it. Everything I say or Do, seems to be wrong to you. Bad with words- that I am, Truthful to you, loyal, honest- all that i CAN be... Lies, I don't tell... Secrets, I always keep... Love for you, I feel so deeply... I cry everytime I know something's wrong, Hoping that I can correct my past mistakes, I am fearless, determined... I will not run away from this, I have to solve this out on my own. Truth be told- I love you much, nothing can change that... Are those tear, I hear?! Yes, they are... I'm familiar with the sound of those tears you shed, they're comforting, yet knowing... that no matter what happens, I'll always be here... Bleed -- One More Time For Me

FAILED UPON THE FALL!! [20 Apr 2004|08:24am] [ mood | excited ] [ music | Atreyu, A static lullaby, and the early november ] Screaming is all i hear... your face of sorrow, is all i see... nothing, said at all, silence seems perfect... among these moments of melancholy. In my dreams, I feel a somber resplendence... something I never thought would fall upon a person like me... Last, is my place in this world, alone is how i feel, though, i am loved by so many... thoughts, confused. Many a night awaiting to wake to answers to my life's many unsolved problems... Drinking doesn't help, I've seen it... writing seems to help me answer my questions. Breathing, I feel your every breath... hear your every word, I understand. Your lost, life is hazy in your eyes of grey. Tears are as dry as the sand in the desert, so crying can't help you now. All you think is that this lost love can help, yet you seem so lifeless in my eyes... Depressed. Hold my hand, and open yourself out to me, I'll hear you... I can promise that. I see that your okay, I've accomplished this dream... -to make you happy! And an the answer to this unfinished problem, Resolved! Now, it's safe to wake up... One More Time For Me

First entry.. [19 Apr 2004|09:31am] [ mood | accomplished ] [ music | ? ] hey kids! just wanted to say hey and welcome to the new journal! take a look around for my latest songs and poems here! I'm excited!! later.. x<3x One More Time For Me

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